I had one of those weekends. One I would rather not repeat for a long long time, if ever.
But it did make me realize that something is off.
I feel like I have fallen of my path and I am not where I am supposed to be.
I am not feeling like the kind of person I want to be, and that is just adding to my stress, and lord knows there is enough of that right now.
I need to find my center, so while I will still be writing, reading and of course tweeting, I will however be doing less of it.
Time to hunker down, spend some one on one time with the kidlet and myself and figure out why it feels like I have strayed.
Things that shouldn`t matter do, and they are sucking the happy out of things.
So I also need to find that spot where I am okay with things. (Nothing huge, but something I feel the need to nip in the butt now)
So to mark something of a starting point, I bought a book I have been eyeing for awhile. It is my read for this week.
A lot of little things so far, good for anyone whose a mother, Buddhist or not.
Here`s to a better week, and some peace of mind.
With any luck tomorrow won`t suck after having to wake my kidlet up at 8am to make my 9am dentist appointment.
What are you reading this week?
Any good spirituality books to pass along?